yisin is feeling shitified now! and a bit arrrggghhhhhhh!
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help help! doing the advanced corporate finance project makes me feel super useless, because i feel that there's no logic/ link in my answers. i really wish to be alot more smarter + opinionated (so that i dont say yes so easily and to everything)+ fast learner!!
i wanna be more zai at pooling, so that stupid guys wont keep niaoning me when i carn get the balls in or miss the cue or whatever. i need someone more patient to teach me!!
i wanna be a more confident driver esp with SUVs and when doing parallel parking. i guess i need to trust my judgment more, because most of the time i know what to do. i also need a more patient co-driver beside me! not my daddy definitely. he makes me wanna scream at him ahaha.
i wanna be a more opinionated group member and to critically evaluate my own contributions. sometimes i really feel dumb in some groups, clueless abt what's going on and stuff.
actually, wanting to be a faster learner sums it all. if only i can process things faster, pick up skills faster and absorb faster. this world will be such a better and happier place to live in. haha.
should i or should i not go to niagara falls? it will only be me and 4 other guys. i dont wanna be the only girl! cuz i know somehow they will bully me. boohoo. helphelp.