damn.
it wasn't a fantastic day, though it was my grandma's birthday. i really think i'm having difficulties communicating with my parents. i was so pissed with them.
my dad was supposed to come pick me up at my tutee's place after tuition, along with the birthday cake and my laptop. but after my tuition he was still nowhere to be found. called him n realised he hasn't found his way arnd. damn, because i told him e directions and gave me a namecard with address on it. then he returned me the namecard before i left e hse, saying he alr checked the directions. so i thot he KNEW how to make his way there. so after waiting for 45 mins he was still not here. finally 15 more mins later he reached. i got into the car feeling totally pissed off, cuz as a driver for so many years, he should be MORE experienced than me and knows how to make his way arnd in SMALL singapore. then when i got into the car, DAMN, i got another shock, the birthday cake was alr on the floor of the car. the cake which i went all the way to greenwood avenue by bus n foot to buy, and specially brought home first. the cake that had to be ordered in advance and had to queue for. $59 gone. DAMN.
when i told my father, he was like, "how i noe. i almost got into an accident with a cyclist just now while trying to find my way around." i was like, yar no wonder, because u're driving so fast throughout the day and who asks u not to comfirm ur directions first before u drive. and he started blaming me for giving him e wrong directions. DAMN i did not. and as a learner driver how will i be better at recognising places than u! i placed the cui cake on the car, and nothing happened to it. i dont understand how it landed up in the cui state, and i was devastated.
my dad actually said NVM la, the cake still can eat. i was like dumbfounded, how can u give such a cui cake to grandma on her birthday, when there are so many pple arnd too. even the 'happy birthday' wordings are smudged. so i told him to drive me to somewhere i can get another cake. wah, now i really noe there's a generation gap between us. he brought me to somewhere at geyland serai, some ulu shopping mall with no tcc, coffeebean, secret recipe etc. so no cake shops. then he brought me to this neighbourhood cake shop and no choice, have to settle for this dont-look-very-nice chocolate cake, and carn even write wordings on it. so throughout the journey to pasirris chalet, i was black-faced. and DAMN, he just drove to pasir ris yesterday and couldn't rmb the directions. so we went the wrong way AGAIN. if i ever drive, i swear i make sure i get my directions right first. I swear i do not ever want to depend on him again.
when i finally reached the chalet, had to park at some far away carpark and walked. if the driver was some other person, most likely he/she will drop me at e chalet first n go find parking lot himself/herself. but not my dad. n i noe why, cuz he doesn't noe how to make his way there. the moment i go into the chalet, i just went straight into the room, wanted to do the video. and those pple quite nagging at me for the video. DAMN. shouldn't have done it. although i was the one who suggested, i wasn't very keen on it. cuz it will take a lot of time n effort. and carn my mum understand tt i need to prepare for exams!!!!and she kept saying i'm doing last min work. so when she asked me to hurry finish doing the video, and go eat dinner.i just snapped at her, "do u wan me to eat dinner first or hurry finish the video!?" apparently she cared more abt the video than my health. wth. its not as if i'm so zai with video stuff n wat, how will i noe that i will forget to bring my cable to connect laptop to tv. so no choice just have to watch from laptop. DAMN. why do adults have so many expectations when they dont noe anything themselves, and keep assuming that those things can be easily done? why do they wan to ask for so much when they carn even help out? or even try to understand?! i only ask for appreciation, and wat did i get in the end? its not easy editing the stupid video ok!
and lastly, i dont even noe if my grandma understood and really liked the video nort. all in all, the chalet wasn't as fun as i thought it would be. maybe u will get disappointed more with higher expectations. HOW TRUE.