oh dear today has been a pretty horrible day for me. boo hoo. i m so feeling stressed now. my sister had to just drop a bomb on me when she told me she told someone sth. and i just pray hard that it wont make things worse. then lynn told me sth abt the msg which has never dawned upon me before, and this is making my head throb like mad! sometimes, perhaps things should have just been left the way it is? or will it just result in more misunderstandings? i m feeling so tired, partly due to the hot yoga which i just went for, and the fact that i had just reached home. seriously, i dont know wat to do now. to clarify things up, hurt more feelings, or just leave it as it is, with more doubts and questions? why is it that some words can be misunderstood and misintepreted so easily? is that why we shouldn't rely so much on msges?

on the bright side, the first science lesson on cells conducted today was not bad! i feel a sense of achievement as i had tried to put on sth until 12 plus the night before. i m glad the children are ok with it. but english is horrible. the kids are ..i dont know wat to say. and i m going in to their class again tmr, and this makes me dread it a lot. secondly, HOT yoga at true yoga place is quite satisfying! it really makes me sweat like..i haven't sweated for a long while! hahaa. and i just signed up for membership at raffles place with lynn! costly 130 bucks per month. but trade off for good health n fitness:P and adrea was the sales consultant. apparently chengying, aikboon and this guy from hc worked there too. cool place. and i m feeling hungry, which makes me not able to think straight. only had hello panda biscuits and sandwiches for dinner :( despite my pretty upsetting day, two people made my day too! chaorong and yokeyuan! yeah thanks chao, though i dont know wat u can do to help me, but at least knowing that there is someone in tekong whom i can rant and msg to is comforting enough. and yokeyuan, i m really sorry i haven been able to catch up with u before u go army as i had promised to. teaching life has been quite a challenge, and i must say i am still adapting to it. but yeah thanks for ur msg, which came as a surprise and definitely cheered my day. ok i shall go to bed now..hope tmr lesson will be better, and i wont be aching all over.


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