ah, supposed to be studying for chem now, but decided to take a short break by coming online. ah even by doing so sounds so sinful. everybody arnd me is so stressed up, by studies, by other commitments. and i dont deny i m stressed too. this kind of stress is so familiar, yet not quite the same when i was in sec 4. though there were more subjects to study for in sec 4, at least i know the whole class is with me. the atmosphere now is quite different i will say. i miss my old friends, not that i don't like my new friends la, ahhas. i still love them both as much. i think this time round, the exam content is heavier, and there are just much more other things we have to handle with at the same time. it will have been great and better, if u can get the support from ur loved ones during this period of time. so people, if u have any words of encouragement to share with ur friends, pls do not be stingy oks!! hahas. the world will then be a better place to live in. and alrights, i shall start the ball rolling by doing so.

stress is really scary, its so fearful that i have decided to dedicate the whole entry to it. i think stress must be super ya-ya now! anw, yes, its effects are disastrous man!! it causes cracks to surface in relationships, it causes people to isolate themselves from the world, it causes people to lose faith in one another, and it causes things which aren't supposed to take place to happen. hai. how nice will it have been if there is no exam stress, and we are as carefree as ever?

hahas, after talking so much, i think i feel much better. and ice-cream selling has been fun! really appreciate nor nor's company! and wz who often drop by too :) oh yeaa, hope we can reach our target soon!

for the past few days, i think i just got to know myself better. i realise how insecure i feel at times. act i m quite lost in this world, but i think i just choose to ignore it. yeaa sometimes ignorance is bliss, yet no sense of direction is not good right. i thought i knew wat i wanted to do in the future, and i thought i knew wat i wan to be when i grow up. and i hope it still remains the same, or at least i hope i can have an idea of wat i wanna do in the yrs to come. maybe i shouldn't think so far. just take care of my alevels and prelims first? how short-sighted can i be -_-

sth the inline skating instructor said that makes my day. he said sth like, even though someone accidentally collided with me, or the other way round, haha, i still smiled and take it as if nothing has ever happened. hahas, n i m really happy after that. i hope i can have such an attitude with me no matter what i do, and no matter wat happens :)

i pray for a better tomorrow, for you and me.