just received an email from yanling abt going to yunnan for cip with the youth challenge. hmm..i in charge of logistics, supposed to find sponsors and raise money etc. so that we dun have to fork out so much money by ourselves. but feeling kinda out of place leh, and a bit apprehensive, cuz i dun really noe the people who r going, so kinda having seconds thoughts abt it.

i wan to organise a class outing overseas at the end of this yr, for a big bang holiday! haha. maybe to australia or sth! hahaa. but i tink my class will tink that i m crazy leh! haha. maybe not.

ok anyways stj is on 5th feb, lunch. venue not settled yet.

i rather u not tell me anything, cuz i always feel so dumb thinking abt it, and that feeling is not good. i wan to put it all behind me. really?


so excited, cuz new yr's coming!