yeeaa. for once, i feel tt i like studying. hope this PASSION for studying continues to burn. haha. sounds so muggish. i wan to get my momentum going too! but i really doubt if i haf the stamina to endure thru 3 hrs long of examinations. tink i will tire n konk out halfway through lar.

yucks. my left eye is still red. it doesn't seem to go away. arghh.. shld i see a doctor soon? tt means i carn wear my contacts for the next few weeks or so. hmph.

wat's friendship? -ponders hard- do two friends really have to try tt hard to maintain friendship? or is it supposed to come naturally to u? i noe sometimes we try too hard, but tt doesn't mean we will always get wat we want, isn't it? our efforts just dun seem to be appreciated always. dun gif up, dun gif in, at least u noe u haf tried ur best. u haf done ur part. they always say it takes two hands to clap. the other person has to try to make an effort too rite? i was touched when i read ur entry, dunnoe why, but i seem to be able to relate to wat u r thinking or toking abt. maybe in a diff context lar. but still, it doesn't matter. why r we always the ones who care too much, or rather think too much? i hope tt when i said i truly understand how u feel, u noe tt i really understood.

i tried to convince myself, tt once i haf straightened out my thoughts, i will be able to let it go. but u n me know tt it's going to be a tough fight. but like wat u say, shld we really let it go, or should we still persist a little more? maybe with a little more persistence n efforts, things will work out? tt's how an optimistic person will think. but sometimes, we must learn to be a little realistic n practical.

i guess prob only god noes the answer.