[ 11:32 PM ]
ok. maf on sat was not bad. sooo many pple came. we had previous batches of S64, from 1999 to 2005. n we took a grp photo. so cool! then sang songs, dance etc! haha. n i took photos wif lao-die, lao-ma and da-ge!! big family!! [farm-ily] oh, we played sparklers too!! damn fun!! so long nv play liao, kinda miss my childhood lor. oh, and glad tt we took a 407 class photo!
ok. went to sg casket today for sb's funeral. the atmosphere was veh sad n disheartening. half-way thru the prayer session, some pple started sobbing. as we sang the songs n the pastor read out some msges, i tink i almost wanted to tear a few times. this whole incident really makes me reflect on my relationship with my grandparents. i tink i should really treasure them more, treat them better, visit them more often and tok to them frequently. i feel so guilty for not being filial to them. i really do. i dun wan to regret only when sth has happened to them. it will be too late, isnt it? and in the meanwhile, i will do my best to shower my care and concern for those arnd me, for those who need me, and for those who i love. i shall do things like there's no tomorrow, so that when the day finally comes for me to leave the world, i will still be a happy person like i am now, cuz i would have already told all my loved ones arnd me, that i truly love them too.
may God bestow upon those who are mindful of the loss, the strength and courage to continue life. i want to go to heaven after death. i want to be AN ANGEL. do you believe in ressurection? do you believe in life after death?