yesterday, the 30th of July, saturday, is a day worth remembering. had 2 soccer matches against vjc and nanyang. we got off to a really bad start against nanyang, eventually losing 3-0 to them. and 2 of the goals were such a fluke! omg. this is really disappointing, because they are supposedly less strong than us, and most of our players were under-performing. ms chen got really upset and frustrated that she scolded us and went arnd kicking everything that is in her way. it was a really scary scene. those players who were scolded by her cried after that, which really terrify me, and i was at a loss of what to do. wat's more disappointing is that i din get to play in that match.

after the match has ended, ms chen got us together and gave us a prep talk. yeps, and she prayed for us. so finally i got to play in the second match! jersey no. 18, right midfield (my fav.position) and here's the exciting moment! I heng heng got to score a goal against vjc to secure a win finally, after 1 draw and 2 losses against other jcs! i was super happy after that, and i really want to thank all my team mates for that, esp. the person who gave me such a gd pass (erm, but i carn really rmb who), and i was lucky to be in the right position to net that only goal. following that, i actually had a few more chances at scoring again, but din manage to do it. :( at half-time, ms chen decided to substitute me out, seeing that i am actually rather worn-out. still, i was quite pleased with myself! :)

just now, my snr came to tok to me online, and she thanked me for scoring the first goal and first win for our team. she said that actually i have improved the most among all j1s and can play quite well, just that i need more confidence in myself, which i really tink its true.
sometimes, i just lack of confidence in myself. so she encouraged me to work harder and play better next time!