ok, got back most of my results by now liao. scrapped thru for some of my subjects. but i guess its ok. pple have been telling me that its normal, since its the first time we taking block test, n some papers are really hard. haha. but i always felt i could have done better. yes, maybe i just need more time n more effort. wow, wat a great consolation.

played tennis wif jas yesterday. it was great fun! i miss the great old times when we used to play tennis at keppel or the civil service club! n its super shuang when u hear the loud "Pah!" sound as u returned the service. then lynn came to hc to join us too. haha. but so qiao, she accidentally hurt her neck/back muscles, so she ended up not playing much. hope u r feeling better now lynn! then we can play again another day!

hai.supposed to have a class dinner on fri nite at bukit timah hawker centre, which is part of the opUS thing. but guess what, all my class girls pang sei me. initially i din wan to join that bunch of class guys one, tinking that i will feel awkward with them lar, but someone managed to convince me to go lor. so i went. it wasn't too bad, but as usual, i was the rose among the thorns. luckily kian went along, so at least i got my lao die to entertain me. ate veh nice food too. had satay beehoon, then satay, fried carrot cake, sugarcane juice and lastly, had ice kacang for dessert! wah. sounds tempting rite? all in all, i was still rather disappointed that our class dinner turned out this way, with only abt 12 pple turning up. wat's went wrong? but nvm, i won't give up, and hope it will be better the next time. seriously people, we need to bond. not covalent bonds k, but strong ionic bonds. hah.


[quoted from a passerby at jas blog : "keep believing and silence can be one of the most beautiful things in the world. maybe we young pple are brash and impatient, so we always try to break this silence, not knowing that it actually means alot more for two persons to sit down together in silence. this silence...can be so special... "]
yeah, it just struck a chord in me. sometimes it is pretty amazing how 2 people can be together without talking much to each other. it seems like deep down their hearts, they can fully understand wat the other half is thinking abt. is this otherwise known as telepathy?
such silence is much appreciated. many a times we r so eager to speak that we totally din realise that someone out there also requires our attention. our FULL attention. sometimes, we r just being selfish. we just wan to get pple's attention. but do we give them our attention as well? even a short few seconds will do. do we care for them as well, especially when we know that they do care for us too? do we, or do we nort? this world is so crappy. haha.

how i hope i can understand wat u r tinking abt,
how u r feeling right now... ...